What We Deserve.

Standing by the sea shore,
Gazing into the horizon, i think of all the moments i lost.
Lost forever with my unwillingness to step out of the boundaries of my comfort zone.
For this world, its all about what makes us feel secure. Everything we say, do, feel all has to be digested in a way that is acceptable and understood by our selves.
For anything that isn't understood is feared and hated.

The true question here is that are we really hating the other entity for being different from us or are we really hating a part of our self that is so hard coded by years of mundane living that we find it seemingly impossible to change. Are we not truly hating this extension of our personality that says, i want to be there, i want to think that and yet, i simply cannot! how dare he!

We do crazy things,
We let our lives marinate in a soup of problems namely because we scared of the grass beyond our own rusty fences.
Our insecurities confine us to dead-end jobs, horrendous relationships, uninspiring and sometimes potentially dangerous living conditions.

How do we break free? Its simple, we simply should want to, bad enough.
Did you ever want anything so bad, that the universe just had to work its way around you? That's not really the universe at play, its all the power of you.
Believe that what you want, you deserve.
You deserve it because you are a beautiful person, inside and out.
you do not deserve anything less than average. Average here not being horrible mind you..
Average being a state in which comfortable survival is possible..

True change is only possible when we we honestly believe that we deserve it.

Being Strong

Know what defines character? Strength.
Strength in its purest form..
Strength NOT to conform to the norm..
Strength to BELIEVE in yourself despite the world have written you off.
Strength to STAND UP for you believe..

Many undervalue the importance of strength. Simply visualizing your dreams or plans don't depict or determine anything, your character is really defined by how you use these aspirations and how it transcends into your practical life..

What weighs a person down to NOT actually seeing through what he's planned is only weakness..
Weakness in the mind or body that is often the result of years of mental conditioning/torture


What is that one thing you've always wanted to do, say or achieve?
And what really stops you from doing it?
Once you've deciphered these two pre-requisites, you're surely along the way to personal enlightenment and growth..

Staring into Oblivion.

The pointlessness of life often brings a selected few to the point of an epiphanic moment which tags with it the self destructive question, "where do I go from here".
Now that I know how truly purposeless life is, how do i live it.
The religiously inclined have it easy. This life is only a passage. A passage that is detrimental to where your spiritual self ends up after it leaves your mortal confines.
Lets level the playing field in the spirit of argumentation.
For a moment, just for a brief one, imagine, as it were, there were no GOD.
what then? what then are we truly living for? Fulfilling our altruistic tendencies? Ones that only came about AFTER civilization?
Is it to life a good clean life? Not indulge our senses to the fullest? WHY did we evolve to have them then!
The dichotomy in our life is very evident.. We don't exactly serve any purpose here. We're not going anywhere from here. Might as well make the most of our time here.
Now where does religion fit in here? Religion gives hope of a rosy afterlife in the case of us being good. er.. It isn't all that hopeful a place for the less than perfect..

For the rest of us, life is simple. try to live it with too much complication, it will be the meanest mistress you've ever seen. But life a simple life, fulfill all your senses. Experience everything she has to offer and she will reward you with a lifetime of experiences.

Honestly, I'd rather have non existence after a well lived life than live eternally looking down from the heavens at people living the way I wished I had..